A Wandering Widow

As we draw closer to the end of the year, I look back at 2021 and count my blessings. I definitely had more good days than bad. I’m learning to let go for what is not meant for me.

In January I started a new job. It has definitely been challenging but I needed something to tax my brain. I was getting complacent. I work with a great group of people and have made new friends.

I traveled quite a bit. Vegas, Oregon, Maui were the highlights with smaller trips to the coast in between. I am grateful for my ability to travel and have plans to do a few big trips in 2023.

My babies were all healthy this year and I acquired two new ones, my goats, Ozzy and Owen. People think I’m crazy for having nine animals, but they bring me such joy. I know that some days Kevin looks down and just shakes his head.

I did date some this year but after some reflection (and some really bad dates) I’ve decided I need to be alone for a while longer. Focusing on me, Jared and the critters is enough right now.

One thing I’m realizing is that happiness is not something you find. I’ve been trying so hard to find it but it doesn’t work that way. I have many things and people that make me happy but true happiness has eluded me. That is what I’m striving for in 2023, making a conscious effort to be happy. Its a choice that I need to make every day.

I wish you all a very safe and happy new year.